♥please don take him away from me♥

because of u

Actually since i come out i don have de intention to play blog le
but after u mia i cannot find u then i had make a promise to u that i wont disturb again once u contact me
although u didnt contact me but u post your picture to let me know u got gf n u are fine so now watever wat i want to tell u i will post in the blog hope one day u will read it n hope in this way i didnt disturb u.so i also can follow my promise.
I'm really happy that u post your photo with your gf instead of think u are inside
ruixiang maybe u may thinking y u got gf I'm not sad some more i can promise u tat i wont disturb u after u upload your picture,u know when i cannot find any new of u i'm worried N upset.N do u know tat i"m already get used of seeing u have gf everytime.it hurt but not like first time when i found out u got gf
Ruixiang i miss u load,when my time inside do u know you keep running on my mind?
anyway u now must be with your gf celebrate chrishmas eve
let me wish u N your gf merry chrismas eve to you all^^
u always in my mind N heart^^

In love with my best friend, @ 11:06 PM

upload photo

thx for enjoy de photo^^ so long didnt upload photo le hahah. night all

In love with my best friend, @ 2:19 AM

I wont let the time juz wastes like tat

I'm really tired about everythings feel like settle down but now is not the time for me to settle down yet.my time is left no much already.im really really sick and tired.

if u want to chose black then u better go do somethings tat is big,can earn alot of money,your name will know around the place and prepare to sit for at least a five years inside de prison. if not u better chose white.as for me black already pass now i want to change to white.is no point at here i write and nothings change about me so i will prove to everyone tat,i will be chen gong some days.juz open your eye and see how kathie chen gong.and i want every person to rmb of me.

my next court will be on 26may

1000am

court 3

but the sentene i already know liao.is rtc 18months.i trying to fight for probation but the percent only 20-,- nvm la as lomg as i try my best can le

people i wont waste my time inside RTC de i will go study for N level

so don worry about me^^ juz think tat im going oversea study hahha

update again

how i wish time faster pass at 2012-.-

In love with my best friend, @ 6:55 AM

last 2days more

now at kat house doing nothings -.-
so sian
but i'm very surprice at one thing^^
haiz but this thing everytime people give me hope end up-.-
so this thing i don put so much hope on it

now my mood is very tired and relax
people everytime look at my face is smile
but inside de smile i'm not happy at all -.-

juz now i went to meet brenda,shawna and rohini at northpoint
i look at brenda face she look very happy
hope she will everytime be happy
haha
but i hear something from her -.-
i'm very heartbreak and disappointed:'(
i will dissapointed and hearthbreak not her is the teacher tat treat me well
i tot he is a nice teacher but i don know he is a two face teacher
he act so good
well done
treat tat i see wrong people
i swear i wont trust malay people anymore
malay people cant trust
haiz forget it the more i said the more disappointed am i

i miss pie alot too
juz now i go see her blog she look very happy too ^^
pie rmb tat i will alway be yourself^^

as for Jerlin baobei i see her change load
sometime i do miss her but she no heart
haiz forget it too

ytd until now i didnt sleep-.- coz i want to change my time back -.-
hope today the time will change haha

In love with my best friend, @ 9:58 AM

count down to 3days

My nightmare going to start on 14april le-.-
everythings had started to change after i knowing how ugly and pretty of this world
when u have money u cant even see who is good and bad to you
but once u are broke u can see who is your true friend
everythings we done sure will get some and lost some

can someone please ans me tat Wat is the meaning of FRIEND ?!
izzit friend are more important then everythings?
i really don know Y some people like to stole other people 'FRIEND'
i said this not becoz of people stole my friend
if she/he got this ablility then go ahead
i have de trust with my friend

Is i see some of my friend stole people friend using dirty skill
is so childise lo
once u grow up u will understand and regret
sometime is good make friend but must see
izzit she/he is good heart mah.
In my life i have alot of friend but true friend is not much-.-

this few days i will keep blog and blog until my nightmare started

In love with my best friend, @ 2:46 AM

i shouldnt trust u -.-

haiz i really don know wat to do
my nightmare going to start on 14april

darling do u know tat i really love u load-.- sorry to ask u to be blackface then scold u
i had started to let go of u le
althought i know tat u are lying to me but is very useful to me
thx
during this 18month i sure will prove somethings for u to see de
trust me^^ i wont waste time inside there
rmb tat u alway inside my heart not mind
sometime i really don know should i believed u anot
but i guess everythings u do sure got reason de
i guess this is the last post tat i post about u
no matter wat u have to take good care of yourself
I LOVE YOU

In love with my best friend, @ 4:14 AM

tired

Juz play finish mahjong -.-
so tired -.- this few days keep losing money haiz
is okay la money will earn back de haha

haiz finally i had to go this way
i really cant bear to let go
but i had no choice
this few days i keep gamble trying to forget u
yet is work -.-
do u know now i really miss u load
y god had to treat me this way
haiz
althought i say before tat i will wait for u ord
end up i didnt wait anymore
coz i know tat if i continuce love u
when de time i wanted to let go
end up is too late anymore le
maybe i didnt with u is a good choice
coz u will stay in my mind perfect^^

my headaches really kill me haiz
now started to pain liao -.-
think go to sleep le
night all

brenda- u are right^^
it's time to listen to u le^^ i'll let go
thx brenda

brendaC- work hard for your N level JYJY

pie- i really miss u load-.-

Jerlin Baobei-u no heart de lo-.-
i miss u la

count down to 13days and my nightmare going to start-.-

In love with my best friend, @ 5:01 AM