Sunday, August 2, 2009 ♥
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^^so long didnt blog le
now don know where should i start first :)
this few days my days are sadness more than happiness :(. . .
cause past few days ago I called ruixiang we said alot of thing but the more we said de more i feel very sad
after hang phone with him i cry like hell but my friend all beside me at my house i cant cry out so i run to other room to cry and i suddenly don know y my mind first person is brenda:)
so i called brenda but she is in sch study cant accompany me chat ;(. . .
that day i cry four time lo this is first time i cry four time for ruixiang per days and everytime i cry got more than half an hour and my eye are sallow ;( after tat i don dare to go out hahah
ya i got said before i wont drop tear for any guy anymore
but i juz don know y I will drop tear for him again
i Juz cant control myself de time and i told myself i cant cry for him again but de more i said tat way de more sad am i haiz
think i should learn to give up u since u already make so clear with me
last time i had try to give up you but i juz don know y i cant
think this time round i can de
don know how to start the topic of"How I kanna caught by Cnb"
said le also abit ps and lost face but at least i have take the responsible :(. . .
i only can said now i so regret tat i kanna CnB thing but i never regret tat i play drug before only now very lazy to go report
how i kanna CnB thing?
because play glue lo:( don know kanna caught by police how many time le;(. . .
now suddenly miss brenda , me and alot of people kanna caught by police because of glue than i and brenda inside de holding room we play like hell,u all got try when u inside de holding room u all play with the IO and police man said want to die la watever la
i rmb Tat time brenda said want to die all la than i laugh like hell but we juz play play only and de IO play around with us too hahah miss is miss but i don wosh to kanna caught again :( waste my time only
In de drug world glue is de most easy to kanna caught by the police(smell) and easy to seh( how u seh also got the cake)also de easy way to die early hahah so now i didnt play glue le please don try it too
after kanna the CnB thing i abit regret cause i have the bad record next time abit hard for me to find job:(. . .
Is okay la if time can turn back again i will still go play but not glue :)
oh ya my IO help me talk:) they said forgive me one time let me report same time and days never charge me but no more mistake for me again:)
so everything back to normal:)
I'm tired le one whole day didnt sleep actually want to upload alot of photo today de but now i 'm too tired to upload so next time ba
goodnight:)
In love with my best friend, @ 7:03 AM