I Juz have a nightmare
Past two day ago i didnt sleep -.-
Finally ytd night i fall sleep at 11plus^^
but then today early in the morning 0630am i awake
because i have a nightmare
wth-.-
wo dream dao ruixiang have a new girlfriend?!
her name call don know wat shirley ar i forgot her name already
and then her gf was look like xiao meimei the most worst thing is ruixiang move to her house stay(in my dream is nana tag me at my blog told me ruixiang move to her gf house tat y i know haha but she tag me after ruixiang tag me ->) and ruixiang come to my blog tag me tat ask me don contact him anymore and alot alot i forgot le
so end up i awake so early and i got try to sleep back
but then ju shi cant sleep back and my mind was all about ruixiang :(
so i decide not to sleep back le but now I'm tired -.-
Later i still need to go back to amk Hq report-.-
because of de ah long thing la *kao*
I not scare i kanna anything or wat is very lazy lo
need to go yck then back to sembawang
plus i not enough sleep and very tired
this week i go police station got two time le leii
I'm fcuking very lucky every hungry ghost year i sure kanna caught by police and hold in the custody
tat y ytd morning i went to 观音庙 with my mun to pray
then very real lo
I make a brief comment about my Love relationship
is a good comment
No.45
Be Flexible in your ways.A good person will reap good rewards.to the lucky soul who get this "chiam", is like a very thirsty person getting water to drink.
INTERPRETATION: Good
The gods and buddha will aid you,do not foolish and forget them.
when ytd i see it suddenly i feel like very stress and got thing i don understand :(
Ruixiang ask me to give up on him then suddenly i get this comment from gods ask me don be so foolish to give him and said i got chance Juz wait only
but in the real life i don think i and ruixiang got anymore chance le
he make me have a feeling tat he's don like me and hate me
I really don dare to go think anymore
I scare de more i think
de more i love him very deep like last time
until watever he want i will try my best to give him
but then he not the guy la :)
From last time until now he didnt even ask anything from me
only ask me don fall for him and give up on him
All the thing he ask i sure will do and give
even want my life i also don mind
I'm willing to die for him
seriouly don laught
yup is trust I'm foolish and stupid
but as for me he is the only right and fit guy tat i will do
(don said my family la)
and i swear if i can give up ruixiang i sure wont love a guy very deep like how i love ruixiang past and now
yup future who know?!
but i'll try my best don put so much feeling on any guy anymore once i give up ruixiang
Being love is very xinfu but love a person is very xingu thing
but then inside de xingu got happy too hor
haiz ya
I really tired liao la
i think if i can give up ruixiang i really need a very good rest
but then seriouly If one day really got people want to take knife to kill him
I'm also willing to run infront of ruixiang injury for him and take away the pain from him
(not run as far as ruixiang don care him how hor -.-
If i do this my name not call kathie)
but only the thing tat i cant do is give up on him and tat is the thing he ask me to do
I got try before to give up on him not tat i didnt try
maybe i really need alot alot of time to give up on him
It take one sec to fall in love with a person but once u want to give up a person tat u love
it take alot of time maybe one week,one month,one year,ten year or even whole of your life
If feeling can control ju hao le:(
Actually feeling can control leii but then the first place i do wrong thing is put too much feeling le
i don know how to explain tat how u control your feeling tat how exactly u put
is the first sign tat u fall for a person de time the first feeling
i think now everything let nature take place ba
my feeling for him already became tired but still love him tat kind of feeling
so far i really never regret love him
even i never be with him
我不介意为了他得不到回报
自要他开心就是我的回报
是你的就是你的
别人要挣也挣不到
不是你的挣到要死要活也不是你的
sorry my english not so good
but then u try to understand la haha
if don understand zai tag me
see?! never study the result
In love with my best friend, @ 7:57 AM