Been watching this show from Juz now and i laugh until stomach pain ^^

No point doing one last thing for u le
you really hurt me load
this is the last time i get hurt from u
although really hurt me load
but better then long team hurt
wish u and her last long and stay happy
in the world is not so easy to find someone tat u love and she loved u too
so better treasure it
don wait until u lost it then regret
i guess in this world u maybe will find someone u love alot
but i guess u cant even find someone like me who love u so deeply

now on i will pay attention on my studies and work
I don dare to go and think about love anymore

during the time inside i will study hard to earn alot of money
and let those people who look down on me to see how i did it

Finally i understand wat u mean le
sorry for de past i didnt respect your decide
this time i know wat to do le
i will let go
but i let go doesn't mean i don love u is too love u tat y will let go you
love a person also not mean must with him right
so ruixiang as long as u happy i also happy ^^

don know when i will go in but i guess soon ba
now court 3 le hope i will celebrate new year then go in

ytd pie came to sembawang and meet me for her dinner hahah
so long didnt saw her le
then we took alot of picture
soon will update^^

now i got to go and bath le
cause i'm meeting her today
will blog again hahah

tC^^

Past three days I have been spending my time inside de lock up for one day
then early in de morning i went to court
now i"m bail out for 30k if not is 80k de lucky i have lawyer
but now i have probation
(10pm to 6am i have to stay at home)
my next court session will be on 20Jan
hope everything will be all right
during de time inside my mind actually not worry about my case is thinking about him
haiz
wtf am i doing
but during inside i"m not boring la
cause got alot of story to hear
after hear finish de story i went to sleep and sleep

now should i sleep?
if i sleep then my time will change to days to night
and i cant go out le
but if now i don sleep i will be tired
haiz
wat should i do?


i really don know how to said my dad
i know he very good and care about me
but seriouly i really don want him to use money to solve my case
actually my Io told me tat i will be in Rtc or prisons around one year
then my mind was thinking tat better go in to de prisons
cause can reduce around 4 months and taggers
so go in only few months only
i don mind my dad make until worst
i only scare he get cheat because of me
haiz
let lady god bless him ba

I'm very happy N lucky to became my dad and mum daughter
ever we're rich or poor
i never regret
i love them load
when i come out
i sure treat them super well
and earn alot of money to let them enjoy their golden age

Today i went to sch and i'm disappointed
I'm not disappointed became i can't go back to study
is de sch

一时的坏不代表一辈子的坏
不要告诉我你没做过坏事
人就是要走过才会长大
你大我很多你不知道这个道理啊
而写坏有分很多种
有好的坏和不好的坏
我想你的思想还不会想
读这么多书头脑这样也没用

after went to sch i suddenly feel like don want to study le
haiz
i think i really need to think about my future

I just went back home
so tired right now and cant sleep-.-
became tml morning i have alot of thing to do and need to go alot of places
scare tat sleep le cant wake up-.-
tml i got go back to sch too^^
juz want to ask tat i still can go back to sch study ma-.-
haiz my feeling tell me tat cant
if i can go back it's help alot to my case tat y is a *must go back*


this coming 12 i need to go back to cantoment and i will know when is my court date le-.-
i also wish faster end this case
so tat i can plan my thng well^^
don know y today got alot of people jio me out^^



brendaC-
sorry today you called me to go meet u but i not free-.-
haiz everytime u call at wrong time de leii-.-
i think our fate only left abit le ba-.-



shawna-
sorry today scold u
i don know is u tat y were scold u hahah
who tell u when i asking who are u then u don tell me ^^


pie-
sorry too cant meet u today m(-.-)m
will meet u soon hahah
i really wish tat we can go back same as last time
not tat i didnt contact u
is u got new friend don want me le-.-

geokting-
cheer up^^
stay stronger:)
JyJy^^
meet u soon^^
tC^^

Ruixiang-
juz now my heart was pain when i thinking about u
u know when my heart pain I'm very worry about u?
i guess u don know ba
Y fate everytime want to make a joke with me?
i really don know y i will fall for u
it's already 2 year i fall for u le
I'm very tired
i really don want to continuce anymore
but heart don allow me-.-
it's been long time i didnt saw u
alot of people told me actually my heart already fake le
because i too long never see u -.-
after tat i asking myself izzit my heart already fake le?
end up the ans is No^^
because when i called u my heart will jump until very fast^^
the feeling everytime will appare juz of u
i guess tat is call love ba
your birthday coming soon le
should i but present for u?
and if i but u will take?
No matter u with who i wish u HaPpy^^

Ytd until now i still haven sleep yet-.-
(i think i have Insomnia=.=)
then early in the morning i called brenda and bring her to school^^
see i treat her so good right^^
Now she is a big liar
de time don know who said after i discharge will come over to my place accompany me hor
i think i must wait until i jump into the coffer then she will come hahha
but after today we meet i feel like we have a big distance
i'm so sad;'(
because her attitude had change
haiz nvm la
As a human sure will chnage their attitude while growing older
if not were still call human meh-.-

After so many things had happen to me
i learn alot of things
thx for de happening if not maybe my mind was still not mature
Everyone have to walk past their way if not they cant find de way exit
先苦后甜 is de best

pie get well soon^^

i hate u treat me like this
i prefer u scold me
i really miss u load
is quite a long time i didnt see u le
but my feeling is more deep for u

Ytd went to club zone for drink then i was drunk
so ps lo
but at least i know de way to go back home hahah
Juz now i went to yishun to have my dinner with my sis and dad
after tat went to buy top up card and i hate de people who sell it to me
she is fcuking attitude *kao* i sweat i wont go buy from her again

ytd when i go to pub i suddenly think of you and was sad haiz